You have something heavy on your chest but you are afraid of your friends opinion?
Sometimes it's better to talk to a complete stranger, sometimes it's easier to finally say something knowing that it won't come back to bite you.
Friends are essential in life but even they can't know everything.
I am not a psychiatrist or psychology specialist.
What I am is a person who like to listen.
Not a judge or jury to give an opinion or verdict, you will not get one if I'm not asked to.
I will be Your pen pal
Talking to a stranger sometimes is better than talking to a friend, will give no advise if not asked